When we look back at the past year and remember the hard times, the uncountable times we promised Allah we wont do a specific sin yet we go back doing it, and we don't know where to start again or which apology we should make dua with, His love out stands us yet again with the gift of Ramadan. No matter how much we've done, this month is always a month we can start all over again, as simple as that.
So if you're wondering how you'll start with so much to change remember that He gave you this beautiful chance and it surely means He will help you through it. And because you know this you'll work hard just to satisfy Allah. Make sure you change, train yourself hard this month (which is a good start since Iblees is locked up). Make yourself strong, for Him, and He will help you.. He will raise you .. He will honour you. And be sure that test after test, from trial to trial it is all for the main goal. If you just hold on tight through the fight of all the Fitnah's of this Dunya and pass, all that's left is to hear His voice at the end simply saying .. "Enter"
Allah has don't all this for you, all the blessings and all the lessons you have learnt.. So strive to please Him.. Don't give up no matter how hard it might be to stop certain sins After ALL the Love and the chances Allah has given you which sin could possibly ever beat the power of His mercy?
مَا أَصَابَ مِن مُّصِيبَةٍ إِلَّا بِإِذْنِ اللَّهِ ۗ وَمَن يُؤْمِن بِاللَّهِ يَهْدِ قَلْبَهُ ۚ وَاللَّهُ بِكُلِّ شَيْءٍ عَلِيمٌ
No disaster strikes except by permission of Allah . And whoever believes in Allah - He will guide his heart. And Allah is Knowing of all things.
- Mariam Ashry